[Verse 1]
I would never lie to you
But it's hard when the truth is such a shame
I never wanted to say "I'm sorry"
But 'sorry' is all I can say
[Pre Chorus]
Is it really all that bad when I dream?
Yeah, I dream about you
You know that a lot of the things you say
About me, were never true
[Chorus]
I've lost a few good friends lately
And I think it's my fault, not theirs
I was never a fake or phoney
I just needed a change, I guess
Why does it feel so good to be self-destructing again?
[Verse 2]
It's way too cold in the winter, baby
For you to be alone in your bed
I don't need to know when it happens
But just know that I'm still there
[Pre Chorus]
Is it really all that bad when I dream?
Yeah, I dream about you
You know that a lot of the things you say
About me, were never true
[Chorus]
I've lost a few good friends lately
And I think it's my fault, not theirs
I was never a fake or phoney
I just needed a change, I guess
Why does it feel so good to be self destructing-again?
[Bridge]
I guess you're doing alright
I don't hear from you like I used to do
I never really thought I'd get through it
I'm still here, without you
[Chorus]
I've lost a few good friends lately
And I think it's my fault, not theirs
I was never a fake or phoney
I just needed a change, I guess
Why does it feel so good to be self destructing-again?
[Outro]
Just self-destructing again
Just self-destructing again
Produced: Charlie Sarroff | Kristofski
Dir Edit. kristofski
DOP. Charlie Sarroff
1st AC: Michael Lincoln
Girl: Gabby Brooks
Snake Wrangler: Bo Slyapich
Thanks to: eFilm Hollywood
